its never enuf

wondered how anything you did was just.." insufficient " ?
its hard when one strive to do their best in making things better..
sometimes it may just turn out - -worse. so what will you hold on to when its just neverrrrr enough?

guess its easier to view how YOU initiate your conduct, deeds , words, actions and from there its ezier to abandon what seemingly never enough in other's view.
one on being consistent of what makes you.

choked

Somehow or another we've been pushed to the end of a cliff of agility, and its incredible how a crafty game can steer an individual's aim, direction, focus & decision in just a matter of seconds. choices for one to live

A blissful life through an aim for freedom,choked by demands of community.

or

Choking demands of community with an aim for freedom through a blissful life?

choked?

surreal

wow!
its been for weeks & months ive tried to grasp what is happening around me but i just cant.been there? finally the mysteries are unfolding but yet
on the other end, its just so - - out of this world!

the absence of those thrill,random moments,leaves one hanging in mid-air and so wanting for more.but then tilting to steep ends of the measuring rod, you getha see cheaters,gamblers trotting their wits through politics, friends & enemies.
a hopeless lil' bunch of crap-pers dont you think?

nevertheless, im really enjoying every bit of this surreal walk :P
accompanied by unfathomable sentiment & jewels that are made of amazing stories.