what to do on a HOT DAY!

Gosh! is this the end of the world?!!!aiyaiyai...

so HOT! We should try save the earth dont you think?

there are days my eyes really sore ie. seeing irresponsible people dumping their rubbish in the river, littering, using tons of plastic bags

anyways... what do we do on a hot day?

1. wear your birthday suit?

2. drink lots of water?

3. stay indoor?

4.park yourself in a mall?

5.go for a swim?

My boyfriend made me a really goooooooooooooooood refreshing drink

" Peppermint Lemon-Tea "

Yeap! isnt he nice?

Here's an interesting ad...HAHA

catch what it advertises

5 "styles"photographer!

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1.Sleeping

2.Crouching

3.Dancing

4.Kicking

5.Rolling

I think the "kicking photographer" would be a HILARIOUS one.....

especially if they are Muay Thai boxers.

Anyways HOT DAY2u!

tilt to balance

is it worth the time to 'queue' ?

victims of mood swings may not be the spot any of us wana be.

most of us see ourselves as as "victims" not realizing that we ourselves at one time have leashed on somebody just because something is not right or just off the usual.

have this got to do with our belief or value system, culture?

im guessing its just "us",trying to fit in,

go where we feel, think, or know is right ~ then we opt to either adapt or compromise or leave.

however, nothing beats the learning curbs from failures, accidents and mistakes.

it tends to pressure us to decide ; an action, a solution, a route to take, a correct "word" at an appropriate time --well i don't like to decide....or at least i "try" not to.

simply because it helps to reflect and know who you really are... and correct where you can only do as much ~ YOU.

where is the tilt to perfect balance?

have we complained, whined and thought too much , we cannot see what is real and what is fictional? someone i know says its because of karma. i think i need to strike a balance in my thoughts and actions. too much thinking takes out time in my doing... and it is only good to live your life out 'meaningful' than a fictional 'normal-life'

after all we weigh our decisions and talking about that, not too sure how long i can last staying optimist, but each time it is hopeful, it stays

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positive.

pictures

pictures paint a thousand words they say.

it is so often we see couples cam whoring , posting pics of themselves on their fb...i know of some to went to the extreme of placing their pics on their desktop, in auto mode!

... then again--maybe not so now..cos i remember seeing folders LOL!

for the singles their idols,

for couples their mementos'

what can we value from pics? memories? 'a statement'?

for me, it can scar us especially if taken on a wrong angle...yeap you know what i mean.

anyways, back to painting, it saddens me that even some of your happiest moments can be your disastrous one when sweet memories goes sour...so what do you do with them?

i throw them away but somehow, there will be some left in the 'folders' to remind you of your past, your moments and pride you once had with them.

so have you search out your folders which to keep and which to post?

i hope none are in ' all to keep' folders and post what you 'are' at present.

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drama queen

so.............

are we oblivious about them?

i saw one yesterday.well its been a while since i encountered with one in public...

anyways ..having to face with many 'drama-queens' in my previous jobs, have helped me more in the past compared to today..cos the amount of patience i had to cultivate...

so enjoy if you are in my shoes and have lost your touch in dealing with retards here's for you to remember :) :)

one thing for sure you can definitely tell that they are really...really ... "retards" :D seriously! LOL. They try to project their bravery by ( i know this is so weird but here's what they do)

1.chuckling, or get people into their created boost their esteem.

2.talk very loud

3.pretending to be busy with their phones/iphone

4.smiling to themselves?

5.hacking people's facebook

6.creating a fictional 'partner' or 'admirer' for themselves in convos and even their blogs!

7.spending their money at places which they think can portray their image

8.acting that they are readers...

9.get sucked into romantic films or scandalous series ie. gossip girls haha

10.overly paranoid reading this blog ! HAHAHA

im sure you can add more to my list.

ONE thing when dealing with 'drama queens' is we often decide to ignore them or not.

some thrash them physically when they least expect, whereas some help themselves in destroying their image by simply

ignoring them. i will opt for this.

i have come to realize that the actions above are left meaningless ONLY when we ignore them.

cos think of this; it is not worth paying attention on them when the spotlight is - you.

of course we are all annoyed by them... but seriously it is worth your time entertaining them?

so remember when you are with 'one'

have fun watching their 'drama'... if you are not up to watch simply leave them to their retarded world,

cos we aren't that insane to join.

breaking the norm is ...

Its been a while since I hunt for free tickets to premier screenings..it is the adrenalin of winning sumpthin, viewing a premier and being first in the queue. felt that rush before?
the other day i saw iron man2 on the billboard and I was like whoaaaaa ... i so wanna watch that.
titans was really entertaining.
what i really hope to win now is the date night..its up to you nuffnang! :D (read my post below this one~thanks!)

what do you think? if less is more is more less?

it was on a billboard the other day and i thought it was thought provoking.

at the park, i met lily.

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she is a disabled or handicap
i intentionally walked the opposite direction to feel how it is like to do beyond the ordinary. .
( did you know in the states people walk on the right side and we Malaysians walk on the left side. what i mean to say is ... because they drive on the right side of the road, even walking, they walk on the right side ... just observe and you will know what I mean.)
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so yea... i chose to walk against the flow, and there she was.

I noticed she consistently greet me in her same tone with a smile.

but the rest of the people at the park,
looked down,
minding their own business and
didn't bother to look the people around them.

...... then in the third round, i thought of doing something different with lily.
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I waved at her as she was approaching instead of smiling and saying hi to her.
guess what ?
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at the fourth round she stopped wishing me and instead waved at me.

her mom then walked behind her...

she told her to mind her own business...
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fifth round, lily looked at me - smiled and waved.

on the sixth round, she chose to be friendly with me despite warnings from her mom to mind her own business ( really i think the mom was trying not to annoy me as 'everybody else' was in their own world, minding their own business. )

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I tried to communicate with lily and I understood why her mom reacted that way.

surprisingly lily thought the same as me too.
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on the seventh round, lily's mom walked ahead of her and as she came nearer to me,

I looked and smiled at her...
and she responded like lily.
sometimes we need to break the norm to free others from a mundane cycle ...
Lily broke the norm.. as a result her mom and myself were free from the odd & cold cycle..
why don't you try it out today?
gona see what else I can do to break the norm today..

My Date Night

what do you write to win two tickets for , "Date night" movie?
here's my date nite with my soul mate Emmanuel Surendra.

i remember traveling on a 6hours bus just to meet him . we were very new in our relationship. my heart beat was really fast and minutes seemed light years !
I just couldn't wait to see him again. - - ahh finally in the arms of my sweetie or so I thought:)

we were both sending countless sms-es and counting down the seconds we would see each other....finally on my last count, "1..zero".... I saw sweetie leaning on his white car.

we were both excited,hungry & tired.so we headed for the nearest Macker's but on the way, one of the tires blew, the engine crashed ... and finally came to a halt at a gas station.

Hmm... now we have all the time to ourselves :D

Surprisingly ... I was not agitated or angry... in fact I was glad that his car died? Cos we would not have known 2 crucial facts :
1.we were both broke and probably we would have wash some dishes at the kitchen to compensate our meals?
2. we wouldn't have known ourselves
hahaha.... thankfully for some cents in my pockets i was able to buy ourselves 1 nice cold ice lemon tea and 1 bun from the kiosk..

so much of our nite date but the best one.

what you 'ideally don't have' is really what you need 'to have'. - - me

a day a time

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this is the new us.

we both had our hair cut& dont we look awesome!? hehehhe

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really stressing out to complete my studies and my nose is like a leaking pipe!must have ate too much oranges ... hehehhe oh well like sweetie says it, " its soooo worth it!".

I enjoyed a day's pace . to see the end from the beginning is not enjoyable ya?

was thinkin to myself about monk's final episodes... if the writers had thought the beginning on monk's ending, it would had been a betta outcome.~~ well i change my mind.

I guess its nicer when we take it a step a day and deal with the bigger picture later.

afterall, what do we know about ...

our endings?

nobody really knows our endings but we know what we can do for that day and time.

have we done our part in making it better or worser?

gosh.really struggling this sem. .

its fun when i see it a day at a time..but time dont seem to allow me 2do that.

anyways back to recap on cny & feb14.... i had so much fun : jap escapade with sweetie which lasted for more than 2 weeks! can you believe it?

talk about good company, the more I know my sweetie (my bf) the more i see my flaws...weird aint it?

i guess the more we see the good in others , the more we come to realize about some room for our own improvement.. life! so full of exciting times isnt it?

a few hours to go

another few hours till dateline and I haven't begun my paper!

ugh! no inspiration! man , i admire people who can just meet datelines, be like in an automotive mode. huhuhu...

can't wait for tonite cos will be at my bf's house for diner :)

aunt rebecca is really good at cooking! ah....briyani rice , curry and veggies!
i lurve apoms... idlee, the chapati and some pass on traditional pancake which I 4gotten the name...sweetie lurvesss them.

she really inspires me to look forward in the potentials of others. plus, her strong willed character always pave an incredible job well done. i think she deserves a noble prize. she feeds the homeless, invites them to her home for Christmas, she raised funds for charity, started a website for the church, http://www.gracecommunityservices.com.my but was neva credited for.

Gosh. now that's what we call humility.

(her pic is not there either... :( i should try to take a pic with her hehehhe) somehow my attempts have failed... hope tonite would be successful.

Her experiences with kids, and her passion for Christ ~is very contagious. *haha yeap sweetie you've caught it too.

I really think God should reward her with some gadzillion-dollar-reward but even with that amount of money I am sure, she would still give it away to the poor....hahahha man! talk about generousity.

Isn't it true the more we have, the lesser we give?

we see the unicef staff at Tesco beggin' for sponsors and most reaction I see from the crowd is
a cold shoulder.
Once my bf asked how he can contribute, they said through the amount they have set.
they are targetting big amounts and any amount we give.
so maybe that was their failure but ... then most people just .... avoid?

We had that experience when we did, "Spread the Warmth Project".
I noticed whenever we hold a charity box, people would automatically walk away.
Even though we do not mind the amount of donation.
I remember I was so tired and jokingly said,
"some 'sense' , please?"hahah
I remember a celebrity didnt want to give (maybe he is actually poor but acting rich) but
a generous Miss World Lina Teoh gave and also enquired more about the services.
Gosh now that is ROLE -MODELLING! shout out to Lina Teoh.

U know, some of my frens living in mansions, when you go out with them, they would be so calculative ...they cant even spend their friends some 'shit-char' hahaha
(chinese tea with ice which costs them only RM0.50)

i wonder if chuches are partnering to help out the 3 churches which got burnt down, 2days ago....
It would be great to see or hear about it rather than going for some 'vigil service' cos it is at this time, they need the physical support.
for some of you who didnt know what happen.... just click on the link.
http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/48926-najib-angrily-denies-umno-raising-tension-in-allah-issue

Ok ... I really have to work on my paper.
will update some photos when I come back later.

tag a price?

Unmerited favor ~ how measurable is it anyway?

Just the other day, my lecturer shared with us an interesting topic on "grace".
The many questions as to people that are unreached, have never heard about the gospel, do they inherit their citizenship in heaven? Some hastily stand on the side that Jesus is the Ultimate Way - so damned they'll b.

I questioned this thought, more so for the people around us who are undeserving... they are all out to murder, slander and gossip, so what have we to do with them?

somehow, how much grace are we to extend or not?

don't we all want the 'answers'?

strangely for this post, I do not think we deserve to tag a price for it because each of us walked the paths, paid our dues and have to move on....

or haven't we?

steppin' into the 2010 :)

this 2010 is gona be

interesting

new

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fun!

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watched patch adams just the other day and was very inspired by it...erm still is.

it was like breathing fresh air.

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i reflected on my trips to the states, pakistan, zamboanga...

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I learnt that our needs are endless

so are our rants. hmpmhh!

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anyways... m thinking about opening another blog.

where I can be free with my thoughts

and this stays with memories of 2009..should i or not?

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