tilt to balance

is it worth the time to 'queue' ?

victims of mood swings may not be the spot any of us wana be.

most of us see ourselves as as "victims" not realizing that we ourselves at one time have leashed on somebody just because something is not right or just off the usual.

have this got to do with our belief or value system, culture?

im guessing its just "us",trying to fit in,

go where we feel, think, or know is right ~ then we opt to either adapt or compromise or leave.

however, nothing beats the learning curbs from failures, accidents and mistakes.

it tends to pressure us to decide ; an action, a solution, a route to take, a correct "word" at an appropriate time --well i don't like to decide....or at least i "try" not to.

simply because it helps to reflect and know who you really are... and correct where you can only do as much ~ YOU.

where is the tilt to perfect balance?

have we complained, whined and thought too much , we cannot see what is real and what is fictional? someone i know says its because of karma. i think i need to strike a balance in my thoughts and actions. too much thinking takes out time in my doing... and it is only good to live your life out 'meaningful' than a fictional 'normal-life'

after all we weigh our decisions and talking about that, not too sure how long i can last staying optimist, but each time it is hopeful, it stays

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