what to do on a HOT DAY!

Gosh! is this the end of the world?!!!aiyaiyai...

so HOT! We should try save the earth dont you think?

there are days my eyes really sore ie. seeing irresponsible people dumping their rubbish in the river, littering, using tons of plastic bags

anyways... what do we do on a hot day?

1. wear your birthday suit?

2. drink lots of water?

3. stay indoor?

4.park yourself in a mall?

5.go for a swim?

My boyfriend made me a really goooooooooooooooood refreshing drink

" Peppermint Lemon-Tea "

Yeap! isnt he nice?

Here's an interesting ad...HAHA

catch what it advertises

5 "styles"photographer!

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1.Sleeping

2.Crouching

3.Dancing

4.Kicking

5.Rolling

I think the "kicking photographer" would be a HILARIOUS one.....

especially if they are Muay Thai boxers.

Anyways HOT DAY2u!

tilt to balance

is it worth the time to 'queue' ?

victims of mood swings may not be the spot any of us wana be.

most of us see ourselves as as "victims" not realizing that we ourselves at one time have leashed on somebody just because something is not right or just off the usual.

have this got to do with our belief or value system, culture?

im guessing its just "us",trying to fit in,

go where we feel, think, or know is right ~ then we opt to either adapt or compromise or leave.

however, nothing beats the learning curbs from failures, accidents and mistakes.

it tends to pressure us to decide ; an action, a solution, a route to take, a correct "word" at an appropriate time --well i don't like to decide....or at least i "try" not to.

simply because it helps to reflect and know who you really are... and correct where you can only do as much ~ YOU.

where is the tilt to perfect balance?

have we complained, whined and thought too much , we cannot see what is real and what is fictional? someone i know says its because of karma. i think i need to strike a balance in my thoughts and actions. too much thinking takes out time in my doing... and it is only good to live your life out 'meaningful' than a fictional 'normal-life'

after all we weigh our decisions and talking about that, not too sure how long i can last staying optimist, but each time it is hopeful, it stays

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positive.

pictures

pictures paint a thousand words they say.

it is so often we see couples cam whoring , posting pics of themselves on their fb...i know of some to went to the extreme of placing their pics on their desktop, in auto mode!

... then again--maybe not so now..cos i remember seeing folders LOL!

for the singles their idols,

for couples their mementos'

what can we value from pics? memories? 'a statement'?

for me, it can scar us especially if taken on a wrong angle...yeap you know what i mean.

anyways, back to painting, it saddens me that even some of your happiest moments can be your disastrous one when sweet memories goes sour...so what do you do with them?

i throw them away but somehow, there will be some left in the 'folders' to remind you of your past, your moments and pride you once had with them.

so have you search out your folders which to keep and which to post?

i hope none are in ' all to keep' folders and post what you 'are' at present.

:D

drama queen

so.............

are we oblivious about them?

i saw one yesterday.well its been a while since i encountered with one in public...

anyways ..having to face with many 'drama-queens' in my previous jobs, have helped me more in the past compared to today..cos the amount of patience i had to cultivate...

so enjoy if you are in my shoes and have lost your touch in dealing with retards here's for you to remember :) :)

one thing for sure you can definitely tell that they are really...really ... "retards" :D seriously! LOL. They try to project their bravery by ( i know this is so weird but here's what they do)

1.chuckling, or get people into their created boost their esteem.

2.talk very loud

3.pretending to be busy with their phones/iphone

4.smiling to themselves?

5.hacking people's facebook

6.creating a fictional 'partner' or 'admirer' for themselves in convos and even their blogs!

7.spending their money at places which they think can portray their image

8.acting that they are readers...

9.get sucked into romantic films or scandalous series ie. gossip girls haha

10.overly paranoid reading this blog ! HAHAHA

im sure you can add more to my list.

ONE thing when dealing with 'drama queens' is we often decide to ignore them or not.

some thrash them physically when they least expect, whereas some help themselves in destroying their image by simply

ignoring them. i will opt for this.

i have come to realize that the actions above are left meaningless ONLY when we ignore them.

cos think of this; it is not worth paying attention on them when the spotlight is - you.

of course we are all annoyed by them... but seriously it is worth your time entertaining them?

so remember when you are with 'one'

have fun watching their 'drama'... if you are not up to watch simply leave them to their retarded world,

cos we aren't that insane to join.

breaking the norm is ...

Its been a while since I hunt for free tickets to premier screenings..it is the adrenalin of winning sumpthin, viewing a premier and being first in the queue. felt that rush before?
the other day i saw iron man2 on the billboard and I was like whoaaaaa ... i so wanna watch that.
titans was really entertaining.
what i really hope to win now is the date night..its up to you nuffnang! :D (read my post below this one~thanks!)

what do you think? if less is more is more less?

it was on a billboard the other day and i thought it was thought provoking.

at the park, i met lily.

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she is a disabled or handicap
i intentionally walked the opposite direction to feel how it is like to do beyond the ordinary. .
( did you know in the states people walk on the right side and we Malaysians walk on the left side. what i mean to say is ... because they drive on the right side of the road, even walking, they walk on the right side ... just observe and you will know what I mean.)
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so yea... i chose to walk against the flow, and there she was.

I noticed she consistently greet me in her same tone with a smile.

but the rest of the people at the park,
looked down,
minding their own business and
didn't bother to look the people around them.

...... then in the third round, i thought of doing something different with lily.
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I waved at her as she was approaching instead of smiling and saying hi to her.
guess what ?
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at the fourth round she stopped wishing me and instead waved at me.

her mom then walked behind her...

she told her to mind her own business...
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fifth round, lily looked at me - smiled and waved.

on the sixth round, she chose to be friendly with me despite warnings from her mom to mind her own business ( really i think the mom was trying not to annoy me as 'everybody else' was in their own world, minding their own business. )

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I tried to communicate with lily and I understood why her mom reacted that way.

surprisingly lily thought the same as me too.
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on the seventh round, lily's mom walked ahead of her and as she came nearer to me,

I looked and smiled at her...
and she responded like lily.
sometimes we need to break the norm to free others from a mundane cycle ...
Lily broke the norm.. as a result her mom and myself were free from the odd & cold cycle..
why don't you try it out today?
gona see what else I can do to break the norm today..

My Date Night

what do you write to win two tickets for , "Date night" movie?
here's my date nite with my soul mate Emmanuel Surendra.

i remember traveling on a 6hours bus just to meet him . we were very new in our relationship. my heart beat was really fast and minutes seemed light years !
I just couldn't wait to see him again. - - ahh finally in the arms of my sweetie or so I thought:)

we were both sending countless sms-es and counting down the seconds we would see each other....finally on my last count, "1..zero".... I saw sweetie leaning on his white car.

we were both excited,hungry & tired.so we headed for the nearest Macker's but on the way, one of the tires blew, the engine crashed ... and finally came to a halt at a gas station.

Hmm... now we have all the time to ourselves :D

Surprisingly ... I was not agitated or angry... in fact I was glad that his car died? Cos we would not have known 2 crucial facts :
1.we were both broke and probably we would have wash some dishes at the kitchen to compensate our meals?
2. we wouldn't have known ourselves
hahaha.... thankfully for some cents in my pockets i was able to buy ourselves 1 nice cold ice lemon tea and 1 bun from the kiosk..

so much of our nite date but the best one.

what you 'ideally don't have' is really what you need 'to have'. - - me

a day a time

aha.

this is the new us.

we both had our hair cut& dont we look awesome!? hehehhe

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really stressing out to complete my studies and my nose is like a leaking pipe!must have ate too much oranges ... hehehhe oh well like sweetie says it, " its soooo worth it!".

I enjoyed a day's pace . to see the end from the beginning is not enjoyable ya?

was thinkin to myself about monk's final episodes... if the writers had thought the beginning on monk's ending, it would had been a betta outcome.~~ well i change my mind.

I guess its nicer when we take it a step a day and deal with the bigger picture later.

afterall, what do we know about ...

our endings?

nobody really knows our endings but we know what we can do for that day and time.

have we done our part in making it better or worser?

gosh.really struggling this sem. .

its fun when i see it a day at a time..but time dont seem to allow me 2do that.

anyways back to recap on cny & feb14.... i had so much fun : jap escapade with sweetie which lasted for more than 2 weeks! can you believe it?

talk about good company, the more I know my sweetie (my bf) the more i see my flaws...weird aint it?

i guess the more we see the good in others , the more we come to realize about some room for our own improvement.. life! so full of exciting times isnt it?

a few hours to go

another few hours till dateline and I haven't begun my paper!

ugh! no inspiration! man , i admire people who can just meet datelines, be like in an automotive mode. huhuhu...

can't wait for tonite cos will be at my bf's house for diner :)

aunt rebecca is really good at cooking! ah....briyani rice , curry and veggies!
i lurve apoms... idlee, the chapati and some pass on traditional pancake which I 4gotten the name...sweetie lurvesss them.

she really inspires me to look forward in the potentials of others. plus, her strong willed character always pave an incredible job well done. i think she deserves a noble prize. she feeds the homeless, invites them to her home for Christmas, she raised funds for charity, started a website for the church, http://www.gracecommunityservices.com.my but was neva credited for.

Gosh. now that's what we call humility.

(her pic is not there either... :( i should try to take a pic with her hehehhe) somehow my attempts have failed... hope tonite would be successful.

Her experiences with kids, and her passion for Christ ~is very contagious. *haha yeap sweetie you've caught it too.

I really think God should reward her with some gadzillion-dollar-reward but even with that amount of money I am sure, she would still give it away to the poor....hahahha man! talk about generousity.

Isn't it true the more we have, the lesser we give?

we see the unicef staff at Tesco beggin' for sponsors and most reaction I see from the crowd is
a cold shoulder.
Once my bf asked how he can contribute, they said through the amount they have set.
they are targetting big amounts and any amount we give.
so maybe that was their failure but ... then most people just .... avoid?

We had that experience when we did, "Spread the Warmth Project".
I noticed whenever we hold a charity box, people would automatically walk away.
Even though we do not mind the amount of donation.
I remember I was so tired and jokingly said,
"some 'sense' , please?"hahah
I remember a celebrity didnt want to give (maybe he is actually poor but acting rich) but
a generous Miss World Lina Teoh gave and also enquired more about the services.
Gosh now that is ROLE -MODELLING! shout out to Lina Teoh.

U know, some of my frens living in mansions, when you go out with them, they would be so calculative ...they cant even spend their friends some 'shit-char' hahaha
(chinese tea with ice which costs them only RM0.50)

i wonder if chuches are partnering to help out the 3 churches which got burnt down, 2days ago....
It would be great to see or hear about it rather than going for some 'vigil service' cos it is at this time, they need the physical support.
for some of you who didnt know what happen.... just click on the link.
http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/48926-najib-angrily-denies-umno-raising-tension-in-allah-issue

Ok ... I really have to work on my paper.
will update some photos when I come back later.

tag a price?

Unmerited favor ~ how measurable is it anyway?

Just the other day, my lecturer shared with us an interesting topic on "grace".
The many questions as to people that are unreached, have never heard about the gospel, do they inherit their citizenship in heaven? Some hastily stand on the side that Jesus is the Ultimate Way - so damned they'll b.

I questioned this thought, more so for the people around us who are undeserving... they are all out to murder, slander and gossip, so what have we to do with them?

somehow, how much grace are we to extend or not?

don't we all want the 'answers'?

strangely for this post, I do not think we deserve to tag a price for it because each of us walked the paths, paid our dues and have to move on....

or haven't we?

steppin' into the 2010 :)

this 2010 is gona be

interesting

new

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fun!

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watched patch adams just the other day and was very inspired by it...erm still is.

it was like breathing fresh air.

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i reflected on my trips to the states, pakistan, zamboanga...

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I learnt that our needs are endless

so are our rants. hmpmhh!

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anyways... m thinking about opening another blog.

where I can be free with my thoughts

and this stays with memories of 2009..should i or not?

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Christmasssyyyy & escapades

christmassssyyyyyyy.........

my Christmas feels more like valentines!
it started with a box of Belgium chocs

then a treat frm San Fransisco's Coffee,
followed by
nice Sa Shi Mi, sushi ..yummy! and then he surprised me with my fav ~ daisy!

(thanks sweetie~ lov ya so so much!you really make my day!)

we had so much fun laughin at some combo jap names with chinese surnames.
thinking about it makes me laugh :P

DECEMBER....definitely a season of lurve!
Compared to the past, I don't feel pressured this year.

Weeks before Christmas sweetie & me attended Choo's wedding.

Congrats again Choo!

Lurve is definitely in the air of DECEMBER ...Haha
oh yafor some of you who dont know this .. this cny falls on valentines day, FEB14...hehe season of lurve again!

FACEBOOK:

Oh my .... Im checking out some strange fb messages, bombarding on how righteous they 'should' be (christmas is not about this, or that is about the hungry, homeless, etc.I think these people have missed out BIG picture-- reality.

Aren't you tired of their whinning? Cos I am.
Attempts to be 'different' by rephrasing the 'What Would Jesus Do' when they aren't Christ. pfmmphh! DuH!!!*faints*

If they think non believers are moved by our compassion for the poor, they are so wrong. Sometimes I think these people are saying out of their guilt because they cannot give consistently on regular days except for these seasons; Christmas, Hari Raya, Chinese New Year or even Deepavali. Maybe they should consider Halloween since they fitted well for that season.

BACK TO CHRISTMASSSSYYYY :)
Weirdos a side,
I had a great Christmas with sweetie and ...fresh faces from the 'hood! :)) BBQ lamb, sausages, wings, pasta, etc..... seafood , salad was awesome!
The party lasted till around 3am..we were so exhausted.

More to FUN escapades, we got free passes to watch the Sherlock Holmes , premier screening.
Weeks before that free 3D screening to , 'A Christmas Carol' -- also a premier screening.
Woohoo!
Talk about blessing huh?

I thought Twilight was ok but my bf didnt enjoyed it :(
Thank gawd we agreed on Avatar , we gave it : 10/10 !!!'cos it was so entertaining.
The effects and set was beyond superb.
Just google up on them you will know why.

glimpse of our escapades :

"helicopter?"



fishing village

SO yea.. cHRistmas this year feels like valentines to me .
I had an awesome time with those near and far heheh , met new friends, reconect with childhood friends, discovering new places, food and people,
..but most of all I enjoyed my time with my soul mate and his never-ending surprises.
Im tellin you - - he is really.. really, really, good at it.

Thanks for everything, sweetie! Muack!

Love ya :)

and wishing you readers a great 2010

pics

pics pics pics.. they paint a better story than words you think?
well..thought of uploading sum food pics of " first attempts"... :)
its fun ! the company - - is better.

here's for those who wana attempt to do the "chinese red eggs". remember to google up. it is not as ez as painting it red :P

oh yea.. this is for those who aren't chinese:
the red eggs is like a customary thing that the chinese people do on birthdays.

significance wise, im not too sure but i think its sumptin to do with prosperity?
but i did it for fun:P plus you can tell the next pic getting all creative and stuff. :P

dad's fav ("lam mee") birthday noodles was the other attempt.

red eggs, crab meat, spring onions, prawns, shredded chicken...YUMmY!
recipe? google!

Red eggs, birthday mee... it was a whole lot fun messin up the kitchen.

oh yea. I remembered talking about the pics i never got to load up. here is the place i stayed when i was in Tampa Bay, Florida. I miss coco(cat), buddy(dog) and the people there.




The lower basement (down the ground ?its really cool)is where I slept and the attic ..was the office I worked in.When I arrived at the States, it was pitch dark and seems to me like Sungai Petani ahahhaha (its like the countryside in Malaysia) so yea...

It was summer when I was there .. thank gawd the house had air-condition and so ... i wasnt complainin' but then again, Malaysia is summer all year long! lol ! so what is there 2 complain about? oh yea this reminds me bout this lady, she was like ,"man!this plaz is gettin' my body burned up,I cant think straight anymore. Its drivin' me crazzzee!". that was life in Tampa Bay , Florida.
slooowww AND eaaaasaayyyyyy.

tried to blend in with the pace but like I said in my earlier post... preeety hard.
i guess its the Malaysian city culture I was in...you know ..everyone is always in a hurry... they don't always entertain strangers and most of the time ...minding their own business.

whereas in Tampa Bay, things r a lil' slower and people are friendlier?
I learn a lot in the states. taking it ezaaayyyyy.

Guess it is never too late to put them to practice what I learnt.

recently the Sanborns were in town.yerps they were in Malaysia



Left to right: david, emm, art,
me, & ellen


they did judah ben hur in sib kl and pjefc - - it was amazing! at the end of the play there was a minute standing ovation!there was this lady infront of us wiping off her tears :) it was definately a blast! and for those who missed it? they really missed it :P too bad..ouch!

aight..gona stop here cos the loading for the next pics is just toooooooooo slow

reunion

the Sanborns...
brings me back to the times in Florida when I was forced to stop working, to start breathing and recuperate from my work in Malaysia.

ellen constantly remind me to pace down my work cos there seem to be no end for me. and she was right.
it is like ...right after devo, it would be work , work , work. so much so I pretty much forgotten that I was in the States! I can still remember this one time when i worked late in the 'office' which was at the attic (its really cool - will upload the pic when im at my comp...) Art would say, "Jessica. Please go to bed. Its late." and I would say 'ok' but when i took my lappy to my room , I worked through the hours to get my assignments and work done right.

much have I learnt in the states, but have yet put into practice:
to pace myself and enjoy "time" with the people I love.

Art is definite a great role model for many. He wrote many great journeys he and his family had during his call to missions and his miraculous testimony of healing. It is called , "A Walking Miracle", which can be purchased in bookstores ie Canaanland...etc.
I really admire that man. He walks 10km a day and he never fails!
I have not heard any grumblings from that man when I worked with him...David mentioned that Art would thanked God in whatever situation he is and it reminded me how Job faithfully served God in his situation.

Sometimes the routines in life shapes us in a fainted way and so we have to dig deep in to discover their meanings. I guess not many think likewise especially people who whines at the smallest spots which was intended to complete a picture for them.
I am trying my best not to complain about my routines nowadays...and the reunion provided me a great jump to my next 'adventure'

= what a great - -family, reunion for me :)

hanging on a string

what can be more happening than puppetry?
their life is hung on a string steered by the puppeteer but more so is the script writer.
we see many imitations of productions which fails to execute what which was intended.
can a life be animated into emotions?
perhaps it may differ in the nature of the purpose of bringing out a message but not so in evangelism.

are we entertainers or living testimonies of Christ?
are we teaching more people to clown around in winning people for Christ than to disciple them in growing in Him? no matter how creative we get, the bottom line in carrying out His message cannot be meddled with thick make ups and fake testimonies through the puppets.
if extremists can say there are no "Christ" mentioned in a song why so should the puppets and clowns testify about Him where they have no life to begin with.

at the end of it, the script writers are the ones who hang their job on the line.
Who is writing your story?
a leader , creator or yourself?

...still clowning and hanging on a string?
when would believers live out boldly as His witnesses?
which would be the ultimate choice?

what is history

my fren asked me does not history shapes your future?
remember the same old cliche ,"if the devil reminds you of your past, remind him of his future."
no doubt he knows what is ahead of him but what is still ahead of you is his concern.
sometimes we are so engross in superstition that we cant be real anymore.
everything seems to be in a labeled box ,"spiritual attack", "betrayal" and "etc."
getting down to the bottomline,

our past can shape our future but it does not mean we stay blabbering about our past.
we cant say that we can do something about our future ignoring what shapes us now by our past.
balancing our thoughts and using it to the fullest would mean, not ignoring the changes, twitches, pains and reality of our situation. if we keep staying on the edge of grey, it brings us only self deceit and living each moment with a purpose seem aimless.

history: happy . flirty. sweet. betray. unforgettable . priceless.
what is history?
will bygones be bygones?
i dont think so.

i love my life!

I LOVE my life!

So tired after a nice diner with my sweetie ,
ahhh still full , the nice juicy grilled chicken coated with cheeze,bacon & chopped tomatoes, yum yum and the 'mount of whipped potato' surrounded by veggiess!!! my fav!
Thank you for the nice diner. ...
& the blue berry cheeze cake hehe

B4 i sleep, just wana say,

I LOVE my life!!!
I really really really enjoyed tonite. Thanks again sweetie for everything.
Love ya :D You never fail to surprise me

acts

cant wait till this exam is done.
a strange , ill feeling crept up when i read on baptism...

i remembered this person who spend most of the time plotting in a whole lot of mind game.
there was no doubt that deception was the game.
reverting truth into ugly schemes,
it makes me think why on earth is this life spared?
i remember whining to him about lives of the innocent ones, the new Christians and their future ...could it be that the cause for these plots, plans and schemes are caused by jealousy?

can a person continues in, deliberate or intentional sins and still escape from pardon?

then it dawn on me in Acts 2, matt 21:14,mark11:15-19,john 2:13-16....
all the prominent events to happen in those hinge moments. was necessary to orchestrate a bigger picture which would probably never be seen or heard of by myself or the ministry.

for that reason I finally come to terms that a new adventure awaits for those who earnestly seek Him.

ACTS....

A revealed purpose and definitely NOT for these schemers who are nevertheless the
faint heart ed...

pain is good?

hats up 2dis lady in my class 4sharing a good devo.

compassion.

in a nutshell, she shares that it involves pain , risk & investment which results in healing for the sick, healing of the heart and whatever you name it, there it is.

but the most I gain from yesterday's class was not the devo.. but our lecturer's view on the topic:disappointment. how one's actions affects the "faith" of another.
we are all casualities of it.

often said, it is easier to judge and giving advices... plunging in risks, pain and a great investment which would transform lives yadada... to add on?
.. the psycho talks by extremist ... believe me, its very annoying to meet them.
and they somehow do not excite me. :)

if pain is all good, why the healing?
if pain results in successful outcomes, why are we learning steps to avoid mistakes?
if pain is an investment, why the little returns on appreciation? (false humility eh?)

it was a very long time ago when I shared with people (whom I thought at that time, was worth investing) that disappointments takes a very heavy toll on our spiritual walk.

Much as we say: to place it on 'God's altar'(it means to leave your burdens at an unseen place of sacrifice, or a creative imagination of a place to dump your feelings), have a priority list (chart in placing God first, etc) and living uprightly,

all in all it...

somehow mirror, wicked conditions of the human heart.
No matter how genuine we can be,
I believe the percentage of a pessimist view would have greater influence than an optimist view. period.
it's even more devastating if ego steps in..

but I'm glad one special person made a difference in my life.....
he broke the norm of disappointments, he helped me recognize that we have a responsibility in handling our pains.
I love him loadsss.
erm...nope I'm not talking about Jesus (can't stand this guy who posts up about his "friend" and trying to preach from the blog than acting real to his own peers, man its already so sad that he doesnt have 'friends' , let alone preaching about Him ?

We know Christ' works and word are irrevokeable , infallible and awesome but let's get real I'm talking about a person.

well it is no surprise that person is my sweetie. :)

how true that the people closest to us have a greater impact on us and no matter how religious , pious or devoted a person can be, we cannot avoid the pain of dispointments.
thank gawd, no matter what we do, we just got to own up & take responsibility in helping others out of the ditch of disappointments. He helped me :) thanks sweetie

i don't think pain is good but I do think it scars us to avoid making mistakes & it is not pschoing your pain into a so called good use (the maybes as some would say,that will help them in future yadada...)

recognize that the pain effects are bad.

bad bad bad

.. and we face disappointments every time.

though we cannot avoid certain pains like (this illustration is for mothers)child labour, or surgery/infection etc, there's got to be a wake up call for believers (Christians) to GET REAL.
recognise that we cannot avoid pain and it is not good at all on us what more the effects on others.

pain is soooo not good.. not good at all.

..looks like we have a heavy responsibility on our preaching...
disappointments are unavoidable however we can change the outcome

what should it be

what is it like to venture into a new society,
where no one knows who you are,
what you do,
where you went....
how long would you think it takes, for an identity to be fully erased for an exchange of a new identity?

this were the questions raised in 'mom at 16'.
a show which call for a way notto cheat truth and be responsible. some opt to indulge themselves in religious activities, surround themselves with friends and family hoping they could cheat their way through carnal passions and desires.
can we really cheat our passions and desires?
what sin can we hide, God is unable to see and yet a new chapter we hope to find may not be what it should be.

toilet groupie shots

we were on the topic about your convos being pasted in blogs...
was browsing through pics which was highlighted in the facebook and its funny to see these loosers posing infront of the mirror taking pics of themselves IN THE 1 UTAMA TOILET hahahahhahaha here's the side view of them

it got me thinking ...what on earth is going on in their head ? or that is if they have one)

takin'so many quirky pics

don't be a victim of "toilet- groupie- shots" cos it stinks :D
they do get really stupid each time they explore on various 'poses'
here is what you can do.
the next time they approach you, just tell them that you have better taste than degrading yourself by taking pics in the 1 UTAMA TOILET :D

datelines

gosh
ive been juicing out ideas for my paper and man, its tough.. but not as tough as the other assignment. i guess when we like sumptin' we would go all out to get it done than lazin' around infront of the tv. caffein isnt strong enough and its gona be 1am soon , still no inspiration to complete my assignment which is due in few hours time....

sigh.. X men is coming :D yeah!
watched the MallCop movie and its a predictable ending .. more like to release off pressure from studying..it was ok. the company was better! :D

aight its gona be very lateeeee for me if i dont force myself to complete the assignment..
ugh datelines!

sticky bills

this morning i saw many bills and posters, on abandoned buildings, trees, traffic lights and even street signs and im wondering where are the 'officers in charge' ?
do they really look out for the community?
cos we are talking about loans, adverts with handphone numbers, services and other details.
it leaves me to think that probably in every bill, posters and authorities were looped 'in the same organization'.

there was a film i watched called the 'american gangster'.
it based on a true story in America back in the 1970s.
A detective works to bring down the drug empire of Frank Lucas, a heroin kingpin from Manhattan, who is smuggling the drug into the country from the Far East.the scenes to eradicate corrupt officers involved in the circle of events was my favorite. man, how often do we see heroes like them, with such patience, wit, foresight and charisma in the stand for justice?

there were local heroes i admired - - -their eloquence, wisdom and leadership skills.
sadly for some , when they reach the crucial peak of a radical change, these leaders somehow resigned their post or are threatened in a game of plots.

some article annouces that they they were framed while others commented that it was pure blunder.im not sure how true were the reports but i guess as long as you are holding positions in between aces and kings, you can be sure to ace your way up for the empire unlike the joker's demented or inane remarks on the colors of the skies?

anyways, there will be many desperate 'gamblers' in the pursuit for temporal happiness.

sticky bills.

where in it lies not just 'service' numbers but the count of many innocent lives being victimized.

chats exposed

..came across blogs with pasted convos. my goodness.. they are so lame!
first, they try to be sarcastic (which they aren't) then they rush to mention venues and lastly, hiding behind the shell of the famous quote:"sista-brother" bond in friendship but in actual fact, their hormones are raging in their carnal mind.

' what - a - loser'. stop being a chicken in a rider's suit, cos your feathers are showin' timberlake! ;D

haha

anyways ramblings here to show that, there is no authencity about the blogger and im sure, many irratated readers would gladly post up comments on the display pic,
"oh..please loose the tight pants , skinnies aint your thing and the other is - - your flabs are showin!!". ;P

unlike my fav blogger, he stirs up the curiousity, twisted, or unpredictable views of his readers and though there are 2sides of a coin where we know , some hate his sharp remarks , im sure the majority admires his eloquence.

so there you have it...
chats exposed. ;)

congrats :)

hey choo

congrats 2 ya & adrian.
wishin ya a great and exciting chapter 2gether.

woohoo!

xoxo
jess & emm

series

this month is - awesome.
series of events just.. floodin' the calendar...
next goal of mine besides spicin' life ;P would b emmmmm definitely- cookin'.
lurve the satisfied look when they consume my yummy-li-cious food.
b4i start on weird series, lets have sum happy series goin 1st.

chettinaad was the best diner eva! (i think in a few days some1 would make this their hype of 'events'.haha ) anyways, thanks to my sweetiee mom's birthday dinner was a success!
lurve ya!

will post up the pic when i hav the time.. but lately its just bz bz bz.
so yea.. next series? saaaaddd series...hmmph its sad to hear relentless rambles by various individuals how 'some' domineering people can be .
Not only are they over-doing themselves but they can create invinsible audience or seemingly fans for themselves ..wow :/ i wonder how psycho can the get? real pity weii, cos can you imagine the humilitation? i feel for them.. haizz

its like sum reality show?
for some: its very entertaining.
for me ? they publicly display...i would say horrendous performance in their blogs and facebook!
i wouldnt even dare to term it as talent.
...i wonder how many viewers are laughin' their heads off watchin' them.
man it was horrible!
wert were they thinkin?like i said earlier, they need a new cover.

positive thought: if william hung made it, we are definitely sure they too can make it ;P
' keep those chin up!hungs' :D

so there you go 'series'.
of course there are other series not written here ;)
some things you would prefer them reserved . dont we all have those?

;)

rumors! hehe

LATEST topic:

..rumors :)

what ???
erm its ....
-a very interesting agent for fame.
-news we never know of or don't really want to know but they r things you wanna confirm about
-juicy gossips
-looks innocent in the beginning of convo
- "did you know", "have you heard", or "have you seen"...
-a great form of escapism
-creates attention, diverts attention to another person other than self
-hub for chatters

have 'rumor' reached you lately about someone else? or may be it was about you?

key lessons to think about:
what goes around, comes around.

next ....
LATEST series?

careless?

its back to bloggin!

was in and out in some weird cases. nevertheless it was freaky....umm anyways. life =
free will and choice is sumptin we hafta make everyday,

have you ever been in a situation where everythin' around you seem like a concluded puzzle?
or still making up with the bits and pieces?

some believe in coincidence.
flashes of words i can think of: " fate" ,"accidental" and pious ones.. "His will".
can be very irritable especially when one quotes: "everything has its reasons"

so , what seem to be the answer for these puzzles?

weeks before she flew over, there were complications in her ticket...yet she insists on coming to Malaysia.

days before , all seems well. met new friends, exchanging life experiences with another,jotting new entries to her journals.
minutes before, she was talking with a friend who wanted her to speed up time and move faster on the road
seconds later, she got hit by a car.

so issit:
- the few months before that could change the outcome?
-the few days to add in more plans to her journals in delaying the event?
or adding a few more minutes in her walking ?

life is easier defined when accidents , death and uninviting events aren't at our doorstep.
heres the thing.
what if its just man/people/events are cases of carelessness?

not being careful in diets
not being careful in working lifestyle
not being careful in talking
not being careful in the companions we are with
not being careful with words
not being careful on the road
not being careful with time given

etc

...."be careful" , the next time assumption creeps in
cos it may just be a careless word, thought and comment.
the life puzzle above?
i think its just pure carelessness.
no need to be all deep, emo and sophisticated.
just be careful the next time you cross the road or whatever it is.

;)

Christmas Christmas Christmas?

i remember walkin' in malls without the slightest ambience of Christmas.
it was plain dead, boring and uninviting.

hmmmph..... Christmas Christmas Christmas... anyways here's some updates :

... had a nice prayer walk with sweetie .... thanking God for every moment , individuals and experiences that shaped our lives.

this year is the most interesting one - for me.

taking a bold step with my life and best of all, journeying with my soul mate.
This year, I also got to see individuals for who they really are, learnt their likes, dislikes and the essence of their dream.

the worst peak of this year would be seeing lenses of others being distort by individuals who never hold on their word, fails to journey through with them their dreams and falsely envision them for a dream that can only stay illusive. these ones stinks! worst still: making blunders week after week trying to be someone they are not.

"christianity": their labeled uniform and malice their language.

their followers spill over to others that they are attracted by their latest gossips and continues to stay ignorant,who has never been edified towards the cross and do not experience the real meaning of living in Christ, sharing hope and Christ to others.
Here's their signature: Looping in mantras of 'no music' and isolating themselves from society so that they can acquired to a true pathway of so called , "righteous living". So sad. As in they cut themselves off from society and expects society to hear them out their "gospel".

one frame they had in mind serving others : prestige, fame and power.

strangely, I remember sharing on 'nails in their pockets' . . and so true that most of them do. the end of it? it definitely hurts but yet at the same time it shapes a stronger side of me to dig deep what is the real meaning to have compassion for these ugly ones.

This Christmas I journey with great joy, and excitement with remnants of gems & grateful to have known the best days of my life in grace has always been a school for thought, experience & wisdom.

a blessed Christmas indeed :) hehe

ahhh choooo!!!

gosh...
afta long hours of non-stop studyin', presentations, gosh its really taking a toll on me
didnt feel too good for the past few days.... it could b bcos of the overtime ive been clockin..all just for .... A!hehehe

2weeks ago a "butch" or an ex lesbian was invited over to speak at our class.
oh my... how one' words, experience can turn a gender away....

anyways... im really excited about going out for a breather again :) woohoo!
hmmmph i wonder how long can i last with thisssss...........

*headache*
*nose -leakin*
*sniff- sniff*

hmmmmph gona rest now...

Hey I spotted YOU ;)hehe

spot spot spot


* if you still cant find ...
just leave me a message hahahaha and i will help you

i will rate it 2#

out of 5 i will rate Magdagascar 2 ... 2!
its not really funny
waste of my money but i lurve the company.

will be checkin' other films soon when im not soo tight with studies
* cough

had a really nice breather today - -thanks sweetie ;)
was rewarded with lurve-potion 31.
now this i would definately give :thumbs up.

...i really miss sierra mist
& ....wendy's in m'sia sucks big time.
compared to some "halal "- "ham"
wondered how they do that?
or why they eva come up with halal "char-siewbun" ?

strange eh?
owh... realised that some of my blog readers are from the states & else where .. if you arnt sure about the terms just lemme know,

;) aight gtg

chillin' bakin' workin

pilin' assignments!!

but it all pays off when I got full marks for my paper!

woohoo!!

gotta work extra hard to keep the grades up though...

*tsk tsk tsk (can you imagine daffy duck saying this?short tongue ;p )

..to all the SPM students...take a breaaaather k?

fleeing to another country doesnt help..nor listening to crappy lines about end of days can't save you from your exam..heheh

plus stale stories of doin nothin , they promote in leaving you to some hair raising experience , is pure bull.

.. what ive concluded here is :

- start working hard for your grades even with the little time you have, study smart & highlight only those you need to memorize.

- know this: quoting or memorizing dead poets phrases , off their masterpiece to best suit your expression will bring you no where but only nearer to their grave. common learn to press on to the future not engaging in some history that cannot be undone. its stupid to psycho themselves in an illusion of possibilities within impossibilities . you understand? well i dont i never will understand them.. cos its a weirdoooos world.

ok time to head back to studying

adios amigos!

GO MOBILE GO MOBILE GO

http://www.gomobile.my/

The Ultimate Mobile Style of the Year:

The last hot queues for NuffNag's freebies 50tickets to move it move it has led to another kinky quest of 'give away' 25pair of tickets to watch the bond movie.
which obviously depend on the member's luck in order to get it.
so is it the ultimately mobile style of the year?

Think again.

"Go Mobile , Go Mobile Go"

Haha

Dug out an old treasure

I GOT TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT
MOVE IT , MOVE IT!

haha...
2 weeks ago I heard about the Tsunami of people in Jusco ,
Wan Utama from 8:00AM !! till 11:00PM . Oh my my my...
Yea for those of you who are not aware :

22 October 2008
infos on JCard thing: J Card Members Day Up to 70% Discount Exclusively for JCard Members onlyEach JCard Member are welcome to bring along Two friendsPresent your PINK receipts to get a RM10 Jusco Voucher for purchase above RM100 at the General Merchandise Store & Jeans Studio. Present your GREEN receipts to get a RM5 Jusco Voucher for every purchase at the Supermarket, Wine & Hard Liquor Section, La Boheme & Jusco Home Centre.

.....it was practically like Christmas in October! Everyone was buyin' stuffs they need or don't need .. here's the crazee part: i was told that there were even rubbles on pushin' trolleys at the right 'side' ?...maybe the next time they can invent some lights on the trolley for signalling? hahaha

fuh.

Thank gawd I was , so not in the scene.Phew!

so.....
Shop shop shop...
then clean clean clean...
haha.

JJ Plastic Bag? anyways im just quoting of this blogger: http://www.aswandi.com/blog/
photo by Eric Madeja from Treasure Images




















Aight.Back to spring cleaning.
Tedious job of sorting old stuff & new ones...
spring-cleanin is not that baddddd after all.
Get the old out , replace with the new woohoo!!!

but then you know that there are just some stuffs which are irreplaceable ;) & the memories with it.

Here's the dug out treasure.
The very first poem in the uth magazine / newsletter 2004...

by..............................................





(drum roll )




(Ka ching ! $$$$)

Gideon ho !
(hey gideon, google has your pics! hahaha)

now this i rate original unlike some bloggers trying sooo hard to be someone they aren't .
hats off 2ya!

TASK GIVEN TO WRITERS: 1 TIM 4:12
WRITING GENRE :THOUGHTS, POEMS, TESTIMONIES, OTHERS

" Being young, so carelessly perceived as a frivolous one,
so easily looked upon with disdain,
often revered by none,
abundant in affliction and pain,
superficial in understanding,
superfluous in words,
such are the epitome of the boastful and vain,
knowing not that they know not that they are nothing but a pain,
so in all I do and in all I say,
I'll strive to ensure, that I'll be exemplary in every way,
strive for that treasure which knows neither blemish nor decay.
With a speech refined and pleasing to the Father,
Lauding His goodness all my days with a life,
Yielded at the altar,
And His love radiantly ablaze ,
Faith shall be the key,
To be your sanctuary ,
Pure and spotless in purity"

Ever been in one of those?

"hyped " talk of the day.

I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!

I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!

in the previous post, chat box and *someone hadha twisted view of it
had a good laugh with my bf about the anonymous fella: you sure have a tttwwwwwiiissssttedddddd mind.

I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!

SUMMARY taken from :

elease Date	13 November 2008
Language	English
Classification	U
Running Time	N/A
Director	Eric Darnell, Tom McGrath.
Cast	Ben Stiller, Chris Rock, Jada Pinkett-Smith, Andy Richter, David

In the highly-anticipated sequel to “Madagascar,” Alex, Marty, Melman, Gloria, King Julien, Maurice and the penguins and the chimps find themselves marooned on the distant shores of Madagascar.

In the face of this obstacle, the New Yorkers have hatched a plan so crazy it just might work. With military precision, the penguins have repaired an old crashed plane—sort of. Once aloft, this unlikely crew stays airborne just long enough to make it to the wildest place of all—the vast plains of Africa, where the members of our zoo-raised crew encounter species of their own kind for the very first time. Africa seems like a great place…but is it better than their Central Park home?

ENJOYYYY:

I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!

I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!
I LIKE TO MOVE IT , MOVE IT WITH MADAGASCAR 2!

October 31

Halloween is nearing and already there are gloomy incidents happening...

Have you ever wondered on its history? well in wikipedia :
i know some of you would skip this part ... not much of a reader eh?

Halloween has its origins in the ancient Celtic festival known as Samhain (Irish pronunciation: [ˈsˠaunʲ]; from the Old Irish samain).^[1] The festival of Samhain is a celebration of the end of the harvest season in Gaelic culture, and is sometimes ^[2] regarded as the "Celtic New Year".^[3] Traditionally, the festival was a time used by the ancient pagans to take stock of supplies and slaughter livestock for winter stores.

The ancient Gaels believed that on October 31, now known as Halloween, the boundary between the alive and the deceased dissolved, and the dead become dangerous for the living by causing problems such as sickness or damaged crops. The festivals would frequently involve bonfires, into which bones of slaughtered livestock were thrown. Costumes and masks were also worn at the festivals in an attempt to mimic the evil spirits or placate them.^[4][5]

well in short :
for Roman Catholics its like All Saints Day
for Protestants its like Reformation Day :a day of remembrance and a time to pray..

Lemme help you paste what you would have click in wikipedia
Here goes:

Fundamentalist variety, are concerned about Halloween, and reject the holiday because they believe it trivializes (and celebrates) “the occult” and what they perceive as evil.^[51] A response among some fundamentalists in recent years has been the use of Hell houses or themed pamphlets (such as those of Jack T. Chick) which attempt to make use of Halloween as an opportunity for evangelism.^[52] Some consider Halloween to be completely incompatible with the Christian faith^[53] due to its origin as a Pagan "festival of the dead." In more recent years, the Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Boston has organized a "Saint Fest" on the holiday.^[52]

Some Wiccans feel that the tradition is offensive to "real witches" for promoting stereotypical caricatures of "wicked witches".^[54] However, other Neopagans^[who?], perhaps most of them, see it as a harmless holiday in which some of the old traditions are celebrated by the mainstream culture, albeit in a different manner.

...I do know some portray themselves like wizards and witches , spell bound by glut, twisted temptations and irrefutable beliefs then they would leave you in suspense, and plots only to destroy you, rob you and in the end murder you. so better watch out when you are invited to their Halloween parties cos "who cares!" ,"..does it matter ? "and"wt * " ..heehe left it (*) for ya to express whatever it may be.

always leads to a glooomyyyy end....


"HAAAllllloooowwwwww eeennnnn to you TOO"